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May. 25th, 2005 @ 09:15 pm
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Well I haven't actually updated this thing in a while. Suddenly my life changed to where I never really did this but I have nothing to do right now and here we are. A lot has happened lately, and so things have changed...but maybe I don't want to get into it.....no I don't think that I really do. If you want to know what I'm talking about give me a callCurrent Mood:  devious |
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Mar. 21st, 2005 @ 01:58 pm
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Well spring break is here and Im grounded. It really bites. I wish that there was a way that I could get ungrounded but i don't think that there is and it sux. Dayna is moving and I don't think that I will be able to hang out with her adn that pisses me off. I can and will try to talk my mom into it since shes moving but Im not sure if it will work. :( I hate it when she does this cuz all it makes me do is work harder adn lie more about things. Which make things worse later. I wish that she would just quit trying to punnish me all it does is push me farther away. Its not like I am really doing anything that is going to get me or her into trouble so she should just leave me alone, adn let me live my life. She told me today that I shouldn't sleep with aaron. woops too late for that. She doesn't understand that even if he is toying with me, I expected it and don't really care anymore. I can get what i need when we find the time and I am happy with that right now. It kinda hurts that nothing is happening but i am not going to dwell over it and make it a big deal. Life goes on, move on and get over it. I am tired of things happening and dwelling on it. all that does is make life worse. We are only here for so long and while we are young is when we should have the most fun so why let shit fuck it up for you? I don't think that we should so I'm not letting it happen if I can't help it. Yes I kno that there are some things that you have to let happen and you have to ler bother you but not everything has to be like that...Im tired of not having control over my life and what happens in it. So Im taking as much control as I can now adn the rest will come soon.....Current Mood:  contemplative Current Music: Alicia Keys-butterfly |
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Well I went to work yesterday/ It felt so good to get out and about. I don't think that there are any words to explain what i felt yesterday when I left. It was even better than the window thing lol.But I need to get ready I will finish this later today maybe.......Current Mood:  still wakin up Current Music: linkin park- points of authority |
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Mar. 12th, 2005 @ 03:17 am
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You're Most Like The Season Autumn ...
You're warm, and the most approachable. You have
that gentle prescence about you. People can
relate to you, and find you easy company.
However it's likely you've been hurt in the
past and it has left you scarred so things can
become rather chilly with you at times. Being
the third Season in, you're mature, trustworthy
and loyal to your friends but prone to
depression and negative thinking.
Well done... You're the shy and sensitive season :)
?? Which Season Are You ??
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This seems way to obvious
congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud
which happy bunny are you?
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Well I am offically sick. It sux the big one. I haven't been to work all week adn theres a good chance that I won't work at all this weekend. I already called off for tomorrow. Hopefully I can work sunday so I can have some hours. But its not lookin good right now. I can barely walk across the room with out losing my breath and going into a coughing fit. And to top it all off my allergies are acting up too. So I am all stuffy adn headachie. it really sux. all I want to do is crawl into bed adn sleep until i feell better. which is kinda what I am doing. I am up long enough to eat use the restroom watch the first 2 min of a movie adn wake up long enough to put in a new one. lol that is all I have done since I got home from school last night. And last night was the best. I had a freakin fever when I got home. I was sittin here talkin to my mom adn all of the sudden my face goes red adn I start to sweat so my mom makes me take my temp.100.3 great temp eh? yea so i stayed home. I don't think that i have felt this bad in soo long. I started crying earlier cuz i hate feeling like this. How sad is that? I hope that I feel better soon or I am goin to go crazy. I felt like a dog when I went to get dinner with rex. I rolled down the window adn just sat there enjoying the wind blow in my face. the fresh air felt and smelled soo good. I don't think that I can explain how good that felt. But if you have been sick latley I think you might know what I mean. But I think that I am goin to bed the nitequill is startin to kick in thank god
Wish me luck
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Well I got into trouble last night. Go figure. I don't really care tho. My mom thinks that grounding me really bothers me but it doesn't. All it means is that I have tothink of other ways of getting out. Its really not that damn hard. Oh well time to be creative :)
I think that the school has stopped really caring about attendence. I have gone over 7 abs in at least 2 classes and they haven't sent any letters home. It doesn't really matter to me all it means is I don't have my mom on my ass all the time. yey for me.
I think that I like Pat. But im not really sure. We talk a lot and we flirt a lot and shit like that but iono. Maybe I am just bein indecisive. Im not all that sure if he likes me too. I kno that he had a thing for sholies sis but I don't kno if he still does. Its a lil confusing but what isn't at this point?
God I hate school right now. I don't even want to go. I am so glad that we get out early today and that spring break is next week. I will be workin some major hours and plus thats an easy way to get out since I already told my mom that I was planning to work a lot more hours over the break. So that works out well :)
In so many ways I can't wait until I move out. I am goin to start saving my money now so I can move out as soon as possible. I kno that I can move out now but I don't have any money saved up since I bought my car and plus I haven't even been looking. But I will work a lot over the summer and save up so I can move out soon cuz I am getting really tied of my mom and all her shit. Plus when I turn 18 Rex will make my rules and hes an army brat so they are likely to be strict which will be b/s since I will be an adult. So it makes more sense to move out when I can. But im gona bounce
Mar. 9th, 2005 @ 08:45 am
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The title should explain it all
Mar. 7th, 2005 @ 09:06 am
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Man today really sucks. Its just really boring. I didn't want to get up this morning or to school but I did. And now I wish I hadn't. But if I didn't go to school my mom wouldn't let me go to work and Jaime would kill me if I did't go to work. Since I get on him for not coming in lol. Naturally Im not goin to 3rd hour. Since their is a sub this week 3rd hour will be my time to get breakfast since I am too lazy in the morning before i leave to get up early enough to eat. So I am waiting in photo wishing that this class was over so I can go eat cuz I am really hungry. This class is ok but I don't really like it on some days. Like today. I don't have anything to do. We had to have a certain amount of pics that we had to have designed and I have them done and I need some more pics before I can do anything else and we do't get to take anymore pics until thursday so I have nothing to do. Luckily tomorrow we have a test so I will hopefully have something to do as long as its not too easy. I can't stand most of the people in here but the poeple in my group are ok except for john and george. john us a womanizing asshole and george is just dumb enough to annoy me. Jessy can be anoying sometimes but most of the time I can ignore him. And danielle is cool. She is a bit odd but she can write some very interesting stories. If someone were to publish the kind of stuff that she writes shit I would by it. Its dirty violent with a touch of humor thrown in lol its some great stuff.
Mar. 1st, 2005 @ 09:07 am
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Well its my b-day. I woke up when my mom crawled into bed with me to tell me happy b-day. then like 20 min later david calls me to say the same thing. me g text me :) luv ya babe. and guess who else did of all the people in the workd at this moment? aaron. Then i was like wow u remembered and he actually told me that he barely did. I told him that that was yet again something that he shouldn't have told me. hes such an ass
I don't really kno what I am goin to do today but im not to worried about it. its lookin like my mom will let me do somehtin so im good.
It doesn't feell any diff bein 17. But I guess that every year I expect to wake up and suddenly feel a lil diff but it never happens..lol go figure
Feb. 12th, 2005 @ 11:08 am
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I have come to the realization that guys and girls both suck alike so I will just leave them alone. Girls are some petty little bitches that can't actually say what the fuck they are thinking to the person they are thinking about. And it BULLSHIT!! Just fucking get it over with and tell the person...you will feel much better in the end. Cuz all that ever comes out of just being a petty bitch is living a very lonely life. Im sorry for those of you that are like that.
Then there are the guys. They just have asshole written in their genes. They can't do anything about it. So you know when you get those times when you think about saying fuck them and be a lez? Well then think about the paragraph above and re-think that decision. So I am going to give it all up...you can all go to hell for all i care...except for a select few and i think that you know who you people are.
Its just really annoying how two faced people can be...I thought I knew you. I guess I was wrong...
Jan. 30th, 2005 @ 08:45 pm
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